[Written: Thursday 27th March]

You know, ever since I was awarded the JOTW, the amount of email & comment spam has increased drastically.  The number of emails I receive when 'someone has commented' is insane.  I think I should just disable the email alert function for sometime.

+sigh+

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Blurred vision.  I don't know what's wrong with my eyes today.  'Fog' separates me and anything/anyone in my line of vision.  I wasn't aware of it while driving - probably due to the sunlight, but once I entered the shaded parking lot, I actually thought I was surrounded with smoke.  I switched off the a/c; as I was so sure that something was wrong with my car.  I parked & started walking towards the building.

That's when the realization hit me.

Fog.  I could see people standing by the building's entrance & everything else, but everywhere I turned - fog was there.  It's 1.33 pm & I still see the 'fog'.  My colleagues are worried, and don't want me to drive to the ER by myself.  I have a conference call @ 2 pm, once that ends I'll leave.

I don't have a good feeling about this. =/

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The external auditors are extremely ticking me off this year.  They keep changing the group from year to year - which is frustrating, cuz it means that again, I'll have to sit with them {& other staff} to describe the processes, products & financial way of treatment.  A complete waste of time, for us & them!  Don't they revisit their old files?!  IMO, v unprofessional.

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It's 2.31 pm - everything is very foggy.  I think something is terribly wrong.  The call has ended, but I can't leave as I'm waiting for a confirmation from London regarding a certain project.  I'll leave once that is received.

Mmmh.

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 [Typed: Saturday 29th March @ 10.32 am]

I lost my vision on Thursday for sometime, & when I was able to see again, everything was so blurry.  All the private clinics were closed then & ERs only had general doctors.  I was able to see a specialist doctor only on Friday - who confirmed it was a virus. 

The fog had 'gone' by then, but I couldn't open my eyes - sunlight was very painful.  Rooms' lights were very painful.  I was asleep for most of yesterday; Thursday night was exhausting - emotionally.   When awake I would wear my shades;  even to watch tv or use my cell phone.

I'm much better today.  My eyelids are a dark pink & a bit puffy, but apart from that - I can see, thank God.  I'm also thankful to God for such loving parents.  They were so worried about me; my mum didn't leave my side - stroking my hand/hair and reading prayers, & my dad - with his continuous low-voiced questions to my mum & watching an episode of Scrubs with me so that I don't have to go back to the room...I love them.

[Thursday's darkest thought:
Not being able to see
my mum's face again.]

oh huni, salamat, matshoofeen shar
and ajer w 3afyah.

I'm glad to know that ur ok now, il7imdillah.

blurriness thingy can be caused because of dry eyes. Ever since I did the LASIK surgery I noticed that, and now everything in my life should be in some sort of dim light. In the sun I have to wear shades because sometimes I feel the light burning my eyes. So, it happens, just use tear drops regularly when you notice that your eyes become dry.

LuLU: You know i never ever been away from your blog, is just i remain silent quite often lately, so, dont worry, as you said team work keep changing and u need to do the same task million times again, i totally understand, well waht to say:(, anyhow please be well for all who care and love about u :) and keep updating and smiling :)


karamilah: my Lazic pre-surgery appoint next week, ok, now am worried :-? coz my eye already sensitive, and now u sdaying that, oh Allah y3een

Anonymous = mn~duabi, sorry forgot to type my name:P

mn-dubai
don't worry it is something normal, some people have dry eyes so they can' do they surgery, and others are eligible enough to do it, so it is normal to have dry eyes after the surgery, you be under a course of tear droppers for aout a month, it will be fine, but as an advice whenever you feel the blurriness or dryness you should use he drops, i do, i remember my sister she didn't do the surgery but go eye infecion, all she was required to do is use the same tears eye drop.

so calm down and go for it, god bless u.

hey there sis am so sorry for the late comment !!! hope ur feeling much better now am so sorry for not checking on u earlier

miss u

AD_Queen

A Hello from someone who isn't "Spam" (I haven't been doing much w/ my web sites 4 that same reason.)

karamilah: Thank you for the kind words. Regarding my eyes, it wasn't due to dryness. The weird thing is that there were no pre-virus signs whatsoever! So strange. My friends at work have concluded that it has something to do with a new colleague at work and the evil eye. They are cute :}

mn~dubai: Don't stay silent! lol I hope that you didn't over worry yourself & that all went well with your surgery.

AD_Queen: Oh Don't you worry about commenting late. It makes me feel happy to see you here anytime. I am better, thank you - & please don't apologize again! Much love.

Wish Lamp: =} Hello to you too my friend. I'm so pleased to see you here again. & spam - can be v frustrating but don't let them get to you though. Keep updating your websites and enjoy your time. Basically, keep doing what you enjoy =}